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 We
all collect Pistols stuff to some extent, some more than others, but
we all know it’s not exactly ‘punk’ is it? It’s
an absolute contradiction on everything punk and the Pistols are about.
But fuck it, it doesn’t matter, who cares, we want our Pistols
mugs and limited edition postcards!
I don’t have a problem with people collecting stuff, I do it myself,
but sometimes I feel it’s dicing with sadness. What’s really
the difference between collecting Sex Pistols stuff and collecting model
trains, or Star Trek stuff? The Pistols stuff might have more ‘street
cred’, but I think it’s still the same ball park.
We all have
mates who just don’t get why we would want to collect stuff,
they look at us as if we are loonies, and secretly we know they call
us sad (though my mates aren’t exactly secret about it to me!).
Of course with the Pistols we can pretend we’re buying it as an
investment, “This stuff is worth a fortune”, “Sell
it then”, they say, “Well, you see, well, umm, er...
oh look over there who’s that behind you...“!!
When I watch
one of those obsessive Michael Jackson or Star Wars fans on TV, with
their bedrooms full of stuff, top to bottom, or worse still dressed
up, and I think what an absolute wanker they are, I sometimes
stop an think ‘Oh, fuck’ is that how people see me?
I mean I don’t have much of a collection anymore, and I certainly
don’t dress up like them, but at one point my room was covered,
and I mean covered...
As much as I
can understand collecting stuff I think there is a limit between collecting
and obsession. I mean there is no fucking way I’d ever pay £100
on a bit of paper, or £300 on an old T-shirt, but I know there
are people reading who would, and do. I’m not having a go at them,
it’s not as if I’ve never bought stuff at inflated prices,
but it’s mental when you think about. Fucking insane! I suppose
we’ve all got to have a hobbie, and while it might be socially
acceptable to spend over £20 on a football ticket, or pissing
it up a wall, if you tell those same people you spent over £20
on a 7” single they’d call you a prick! Unfortunately, I do
them all!
I know I’m not that much of a sad cunt, but I know I like the Pistols
far more than people I know like their favourite band, if they even
have one! It’s probably worse for me, I do a fanzine on a band
who split up 20 years ago, and as good as I know the zine is, when I
tell people I do a zine, I sometimes see their reaction and feel like
a right cunt!
Doing a zine
can be a knife edge between obsession and sadness, I’ve seen some
scary zines in my time! I like to think I’ve got the right balance,
if they behave like cunts I’ll say it, they all get the zine but
I’m pandering to no one but myself.
As unlikely
as it may seem I don’t consider myself ‘obsessed’ by
the Pistols, I have plenty of other interests, sometimes I go months
without listening to ‘NMTB’, but I know there are people reading
this who are obsessed. It seems to me that there is a minority
of people out there who live their lives through the Pistols. They spend
huge amounts of their time and money on them, they’re not interested
in any other bands, or any other kind of music, they’re stuck in
a rut. Exactly the opposite of what the Pistols were supposed to be
about. I’m not necessarily knocking them, but if those same people
were as obsessed with Star Trek their lives wouldn’t be worth living.
They wouldn’t make the bus stop!
I’m not having a go at anyone, as I say I’m as bad as anyone,
maybe worse, I do a fanzine on them and I’ve got to deal with it
every day. But at the end of the day, the only thing that really matters
is ‘NMTB’, the rest is flannel.
It’s cool
were so into something that it’s totally changed our lives, but
I think we’ve got to put it into perspective. That said, in all
honesty I don’t really care what people who don’t like the
band think of ‘my obsession’ because I’ve been doing
it long enough, I’ve heard ALL the jokes. I love doing the zine
and I fucking love the Sex Pistols, there’s never been anyone like
them and there never will be...
Sorry if I’ve
upset anyone here (not really). It’s not aimed at anyone in particular,
I just thought it HAD to be said...
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